Tuesday, April 28, 2020

Thank heaven for small acts of kindness.





Thank heaven for small acts of kindness.

It crossed my mind yet again today that many of us will be changed by this time, some in little ways and some changed beyond all recognition. Perhaps I am being fanciful but I think not. During this time when for many of us, our lives are on hold; some have completely lost their jobs and others work in business that have had to close their doors for an unknown time. Our own business has totally stopped for this unexpected chapter in our lives. We have a small antiques transport and container packing business.

What happens with that when its up and running is that people with shops and warehouses in other country’s come to the UK and spent a week or so buying pieces of furniture, small things, ornaments clocks, vases an a myriad of other decorative items that they know from years of experience, that they can sell in the stores they run in the town or city they live in. Some have been doing that for generations.




My husband Stephen was born into a family antiques shop in Kingston-Upon-Thames that his parents ran and his grandparents were also in the antiques trade and his cousin too. Steve started his own business as soon as he had left school and started to transport goods and buy and sell his own purchases himself.











He opened a business near Brighton buying antiques for clients mainly from the USA and packing 40’ containers full of all kinds of furniture. Later he moved his business closer to our home, on The Vinery business estate on the main A27 between Brighton and Arundel and has operated the business from there for fifteen years now. Actually it had become a kind of Antiques village because there are dealers in every period of furniture types and to compliment that there are also restorers on the estate. Everything from fine antiques right down the scale through decorative items to second hand furniture.  Most of those warehouses are closed now until the world comes back to life after the shock dead halt to most peoples income.

Artist Jon Forman; Sculpt the World. This  sent to me by a friend. Pebbles on the beach what a wonderful gift to the world.












The world has stopped traveling, and in my opinion that stop was far too late. Travel started to look more and more responsible for the arrival of the grim reaper in our own country and is still spreading around the world. We all know somebody who has had the killer virus, and there have been a horrendous amount of deaths reported. To prevent us panicking, we were only given figures for the ones who had died in hospital and had been tested. After so many weeks of questions being asked, the figures of others deaths of people who showed the same symptoms are only now being admitted; those in care home or those for died in there own homes.

How do we get over this? How do we move on? Can life ever be the same I wonder.

The one minute silence this morning for NHS and other front line workers who have given their lives for us, was a very emotional thing to be shown on TV. So shocking that so many willing helpers had their lives taken. The Thursday evening applause will have to go on for a good while yet won’t it, even though it changes nothing.



So our business shutters being down and our small income halted, is just something that we just will have to swallow in the present circumstances. There are a few bright signs in that so many people have taken to a more simple life and resigned themselves to losing their social circles. 












It is heartening that so many have taken up painting and sketching. I am still doing a little embroidery and that gives me a peaceful few moments and there is a lot of gardening being done also. I have planted a few vegetables for the first time in twenty five years, the summer bedding plants have lost their place this year. My daily writing is keeping me sane thank God and little fishes.

It has been heartening how so many friends have kept contact with Steve and I during a period when we have chosen to stay indoors for most of the time, only going out for the sunrise run on alternate days and home again before 7am. 

 
We found twin gifts from one friend, who we used to see swimming and running with us regularly before the lock down. She had hidden them outside our home for us to find. The identical packages contained a book for each of us; Poems that make Grown Men Cry and with just a single word change on my book. She had included a postcard note showing a Turner painting on the face side to serve as a bookmark and sprig of lilac in a tiny bottle that also caused an escapee tear or two. Thank you dear friends and family all. What a comfort to be reminded that nice things can still happen even amidst disaster times like these.   

At long last... the basket that was stolen by the sea during one of the many violent stroms of winter finally replaced. Thank you.

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