Hector
: An independent British
film written and directed by Jake Gavin
Being on my own last
evening for the second night this week and not having my husband to consider because
he is in France working, I was left with my own free choice in the, what to
watch before going to bed debate. I selected a film offered on TV and chose it
mainly because I saw that Peter Mullan was playing the lead character and I
have never seen him turn in a duff performance, he is on my list of reliable trustworthy
actors. He was amazing in, ‘The Top of the Lake ’
and ‘The Fixer’ in recent years. I had heard nothing about this film.
The film is about a
homeless man, Hector McAdams who makes an annual journey from Glasgow where he
and his chums have been sleeping under cardboard boxes, and sets off to London
to stay in a Crisis shelter for homeless people in the festive season during the
cold, difficult and miserable Christmas period as he had done countless times
before so the story tells. This time, he has been to the hospital because of
health problems and they send him to make an appointment for further tests and
possibly surgery. Of course he does not have an address and is not used to
hanging around in one spot all that long and again moves on.
Wondering if his problems
could be terminal, he thinks he should build in time on this the latest of his
epic journey’s to get back in touch with his family and friends again; he has
not seen them in about sixteen years I gathered and were less than welcoming
when he turned up pointing out how cruel he had been to leave them and not let
them know where he was of how he was, but had no concerns about why he had left
and were just concerned that the possibility that he wanted to be taken in again
which they were obviously not prepared to do, now they knew for sure that he
was ‘Of no fixed abode’ as they say.
The film certainly shows
how resourceful one can become when survival is a daily battle. The demonstrations
of a couple of his improvised cleaning up sessions were gems. He was shown as
finding some people who were kind to him and he managed to pick up a few decent
free meals in cafes and shelters, and some free hand outs of warm clothing.
Peter Mullan is quietly
breathtaking in his portrayal of this very resourceful man who is managing against
strong odds to survive and still be a decent human being, no matter how coarsely
he is treated by others. Keith Allen pops up now and again as his friend Jimbo,
and the excellent Stephen Tompkinson and Gina Mckee as his deserted family. Sara
Soleimani plays a woman whose own life is slipping past her whilst she cares for
others.
Hector makes his journey
by endless hitchhiking and long distance walking more often than not in wet and
freezing conditions. I’ve heard a lot of people tell me that the homelessness
is a choice. Maybe that is true but there has to be a reason that you would
make that choice and it’s not been made clear to me yet.
Beggars
People seem to ignore
beggars on the whole
As they wander past the
down town shops
A beggar by a doorway or
propping up a wall
How few of us even look’s
at them, or stops
“Have you got any spare
change please”,
They ask, holding a cup, a
pot, a hat, in place
They can see you are
loathed to touch them
That much is written all
over your uppity face
The argument against is
always the same
They’ll only spend it on drugs or drink
They’ll only spend it on drugs or drink
Isn’t that what you say to
yourself?
Isn’t that what you deep
down think?
What if, when it comes
down to it, it’s true?
What if your whole fifty
pence goes in a trice
With the rest he has
gleaned that day
And spent on continued
ruin against all advice
Understanding this widely
held attitude
Is totally beyond anything
in my mind
Don’t tell me you’d choose
to be this man
Beg in the street, a
bottle in hand to find
Nobody aims to live that
sort of way
Once a life has turned so
horribly sour
You don’t choose to smoke
dog ends
Or pizza from a waste bin
devour
Is this really what you
think is true
Or could it all be heavens
simple test?
Help a man or woman get
through one day
Are you so much better or
he worse than the rest?
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