The Sea, the Gull and the Eye
1.
I
had my
fingers crossed for
a fine day
That
the TV lady had promised with a smile
In
the wettest summer since God only can say
I
set off in the sea to swim for a while
Miraculously
brightness popped out of the gloom
Right
after a thunderstorm that spread boom and doom
The
sea was at more calm at last, not as cold as of late
The
sun came out and the sea fret rolled back
Blustery
winds and rain the shore will attack
But
now and again nature’s force will abate
2.
I
got into a nice rhythm fairly quickly then
And
settled in for a longer than usual swim
The
morning looked a little more settled when
On
a less dreary day though waves I’d skim
At
the best of times, I cannot swim in a straight line
A
glance at the shore to see that I am fine
The
wind was more or less directly from the west
This
causing a fair rise in height to the swell
In
a lumpy, slappy sea, my small body gently rose and fell
I
settled into my solo swim, being alone is always a test
3.
The
swirling strength of sea water is hypnotic
And
leaves sheer pleasure in the mystery of moving
The
Sussex Coast beach is less than exotic
But
a closeness to home and safety are soothing
Swimming
over the submerged end of the sea defence
Barnacled
monster beneath me gives momentary offence
Gazers
try to see imagined images float across the sky
A
patch of blue sky opened just to my left, over the sea.
Dolphins
clouds swimming across the sky or seem to be
No
science lesson needed to explain the why
4.
This
was just the reverse; a clean blue space in solid cloud
There
was a distinct, crisp, almond shaped eye up where
In the centre was a tiny white fluffy puff
clear and proud
Forming
perfectly placed the iris of the eye in the sky up there
I reasoned that the central fluffy cloud has
to be higher
Was
it drifting along a more elevated plain I silently inquire
I
am not averse to a bit of spirituality or a spot of spookiness
Smiling
at the thought of an angel up there watching out for me
Breaks
my concentration on the job in hand, I took the time to see
Mind
wandering free where it would, miracle, or my own kookiness
5.
Lifted
up to the top of the wave as if I was a scrap of seaweed
The
slap of the big waves and the odd feeling of being dropped
Water
hitting the side of my face with surprising speed
That
powerless feeling of being washed around and stopped
Sand
laden waters turned a startling bright golden shade
Seagulls’
flying over the disturbance my swimming has made
The
eye in the sky still watches my progress from far above
Within
the rhythm of my stroke it becomes a fascination
I
notice I am off course from my intended destination
Heading
out to sea, would guide me back on course to show his love
6.
In
the overcast sky there the slightest glint of sunshine
I
would stick my head down, trying to swim a firmer stroke
Then
looking up to site and each time straighten up in line
Concentration
breaks away from reverie now I have woke
I
still found myself heading off diagonally toward France
Straighten
up again, keep in line to shore and not to chance
That
is not that easy for me since I breathe to the left
Though
on my course I am swimming to the west
Most
of the gull’s peel of which I feel is for best
The
last one, staying, watches them fly away as if bereft
7.
The
last gull stayed with me, hovering on the headwind now
Slightly
above and behind, where I was below his slow flight
Maybe
it was hoping that would disturb marine life somehow
Provide
him with dinner, so reason to keep me in sight
Close
overhead, quite low, maybe there curious as to what
I
was doing there, bobbing around in the water such a lot
With
every exit my hand made so often from a wave
The
gull would dip close in case there was a fish
I
was sure now he thought I would provide a supper dish
A
gentle tap on my fingers, him getting more than brave
8.
Ploughing
doggedly on, trying to think about my stroke
Nice
and steady, stretch out, make my catch, pull it back
Push
a handful of water away beneath each wave that broke
The
feeling that I am very small in this strange attack
The
sky eye watches all the action with silent interest
My
thoughts are that it’s all far too weird to digest
I’m not usually afraid whilst swim training in
the sea
The
feeling of the power of the water strong yet soft
But
add the interaction between gull and the eye aloft
In
the great, swirling, heaving mass the sea must be
9.
I
am roughly on a course beyond the breakwater bound
And
by that fact in a normally safe close to shore zone
I
have always thought of myself as unsinkably sound,
A
buoyant piece of work, try to keep my muscles honed
I
set back into getting this long hard swim done
And
nibble away at the distance until I have almost won
I
was closing on the first groyne along the promenade
And
could just make out the next one in the line
Now
navigation easier for a time and all will be fine
Kept
an eye on the eye, as it focused on me, a fine charade
10.
My
seagull partner still in touch with the fingers on each hand
We
had constant eye contact every bit of the way
I
could have stopped at any time and swum in to the land
Then
my swimming mate would surely go away
But
I pushed on and admit I wanted this swim put to bed
If
I had had the power then his feathers I would shred!
Getting
there slowly and hadn’t suffered any twinge or ache
No
fatigue but tingling with the cold I supposed
The
eye in the cloud looked weary and slowly closed
For
the next long swim; I’ll go to a nice clear calm lake!
11.
When
I swam as far as the half dozen breakwaters reach
Where
the tow was even stronger, and I placidly took my pace
The
tide was on the turn and I swam in toward the beach
The
seagull turned casually away not giving one last chase
I
passed the last of the jolly coloured beach hut row
Plodding
along to the bitter end my arms were all aglow
My man had raised a big red towel for me to
aim
Some
of my friends were waiting there for me
To
climb the pebble beach edge stones to see
Wrapped
in a towel, watching the sea’s heaving game
12.
Same
view there as always nothing now out of place
Just
one more training session completed
Looks
like rain or maybe a thunderstorm to face
I’ve
been in much worse water when I have competed
It
had been interesting if a little bit alarming
A
heavenly, eye and a sea bird less than charming
With the rain clouds ahead it seemed strange
Almost
complete cover of heavy rain cloud
Then
a crack of thunder ear burstingly loud
All
eyes turned away, now gone out of range
………written
in September 2008
Daphne
Janet Bathseba Belt
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